The legend of Zelda: Twilight Zone

{Ill get better for you <3}

Raito smiled hugging her "My pleasure my love"

"He healed me butit dont matter dson is the enemy now"


{Huh Why Do you think that?}

[Oh please, all I'v done lately is argue. I don't get over things. Things eat away at me for days and weeks and months and years. I can still remember when I was at primary school and I said something to another kid like 2 years younger than me and I still beat myself up over that some 10 years later. I wasn't angry about the Ariana thing overnight. It built up over weeks and sometimes I just have to explode. Some people can wake up the next morning and forget things and move on but not me. Why the hell do you think I'm so damn negative all the time? One of the reasons is I don't forget. I remember totally random and irrelevant shit that's happened that anyone else would just forget about and it eats me up. So yes, I get angry over little things I shouldn't and say dumb things that cause these arguments and hate myself inside for 10 years or more but that's the kind of person I am.

I keep it in and it eats me and I become depressed and suicidal or I explode and Rachel hates me and I break her heart.
You decide]

{All i can say is dont keep it in the more you keep it in the worse it will be. I gtg because im still sick see you anthony}

"I see..."

Eden smiled. "Um....are you willing to wait a week though?"

[It doesn't even matter anyway. Rach won't talk about it so what the hell is the point? All she does is ignore me..........]

(you don't like it when you have to take your own attitude do you? You ignore everything i say. Now you see how it feels.)

[Well actually I think it's rather the other way around, you ignore everything I say. You wanna say something, go ahead and say it. You wanna shout at me, then do it. Blame me for everything, go ahead. Because I am to blame for everything. Always have been, always will be, because I am to blame. So if you wanna say something, say it]

(Actually shut up and listen:
1. I always say suicide is never the answer. You want to do it anyway. You Insist its the onlky escape. Well Anthony if you want it so bad just do what you want, you ignore me and you fing know it. I try to protect you but no, go do what you want and prove that i can never help someone. There you go, feel better? You should.
2. I'm FUCKING sick of all of your negativity! JUST GOD DAMIT live you're LIFE! But Nooooo....you always complain about how bad you're life is. Well heres a Damn news Flash! YOU MAKE YOUR LIFE HOW IT IS,, IF ITS SO BAD TRY TO FIX IT.
3. I would love it if you just let up sometimes. You keep bringing me in the convo out of nowhere! God just leave me out of it! Being a teen is so goddamn stressful but its ok just add to it. I'm happy my computer is going tonight/tomorrow and i'm getting a job. I'lk have even more stress and no free time to myself.
4. I'm sick of talking to you, you make me feel sad cause You can never feel happy! I don't care if you cry reading this. You know how many times you made me cry and made my heart just eat itself away? Yeah you probably do...
Whatever I'm done. You lost me but i doubt you ever got me back from the first time you lost me so whatever.)

"Well we should set up camp" Levitas said


"Barely" Raito said


{Woah that just came out of nowhere, wanna talk Ray?}

( )

"Yeah i'll help....um....what do we set it up with?"

"Oh..."

[1: Fine you're right, I say suicide is an answer, because for me it feels like it is. I hate my life and everything I'v done in it. I'v done no good and I'v fucked myself over with one of my two best friends like you said yourself, and yes, I am crying right now. So maybe I don't listen to you when you say it's never the answer because it feels like an answer to me, whether that's right or wrong

2: I just don't feel I have any life to live. I feel as if it's not even existent. Right now I'v hit a point in my life where life just doesn't even feel worth living anyway. And yeah you're right, I have made my life this crappy for myself with a few exceptions like my medication which I can't control. And maybe I just feel powerless to change everything or anything

3: Sorry...Really...Like I said, all I do is destroy and hurt those close to me and all I get when I try to fiz things is causing more destruction. And yes, that is more negativity, but I'm sorry, I can't help the way I feel. And I know how stressful being a teen is, I was one myself. Again, if it even means anything to you any longer, I'm sorry...

4: I'm depressed, so no, I don't feel happy. I don't feel like i have anything to be happy about, and yes, that is more negativity but that's the kind of person I am. I AM NEGATIVE...You think I want to have this kind of outlook. And yes, tell me all I have to do is look at things differently but it's not that easy for me and I hate it more than I can put into words, especially with everything I'v done to you as a result. I don't blame you for being sick of talking to me. I'm surprised you didn't ban me and delete my account long long ago...I know my words are empty to you but I really am sorry. I'm not asking you to forgive me because you shouldn't and probably won't. I'm sorry for not being able to feel happy. I'v been depressed for 2 years and things have only gotten worse so right now, no, I can't be happy, but it's not like I don't want to be, so if you have any advice, I will genuinely listen to you know, if you even want to say anything more to me ever and I don't blame you if you don't want to. My heart has gone in the past 2 months like yours has and it might never come back. And all I can do is hate myself because i can probably never have what it takes to repair the damage I'v done.

I have to go now anyway because my Mum is threatening me because I'm typing this and not at the party so bye for now. If you do ever wanna talk to me again then I'm sorry in advance for anything negative, depressive, suicidal or non-listening I say to you.
You deserve so much better as far as a friend goes than I could ever be...I'm so sorry Rachel...

(I'm not a good friend and i know it. For you to write this, i know i'm the worst friend, but i'm struggling and trying to be better. You only see your life and as happy as i seem sometimes, maybe its just a mirror reflection of what i used to be. I'm not always happy anymore. I've done things i'm not proud of but its too late and i have to move on. So do you. Let go. Move on. Don't say sorry, whats better is not doing it in the future. And I am done talking.)

"The stuf i brought" Levitas looekd around then noticed the tree had crushed it "Oh."


Raito smiled "But ill pull through the week for you"

Luna looked down. "I'm sorry its all my fault.." She held her head. "God i can't do anything right in this farm!"

Eden smiled a bit. "You will? Can you tell me why guys want to do girls so bad? Like....umm i know its awkward.."

"Its not your fault Luna" Levitas said



"I would say hormones but if you want i can go look it up" he said

"You sure?" Luna looked sadly at him.

"Hm ok if you can please look it up."

[You're Right Rachel, you'r not a good friend. To me you and George are my best friends. Okay maybe you and George don't see it that way but to me I see you as two of the best friends I'v ever had. And the only reason I don't feel I can move on is because I'v ruined that. Everything I feel lately, all my negativity and depression has centred on the fact that I'v said things I regret and pushed possibly the only two people in the world who care about me away. I love you both, seriously you'v been there for me and I'v told you things I consider very hard for me to tell people, and all I'v given you in return for your love and support is heartache and arguments and negativity. So if anything, I'm not the friend here, and I will always regret every bad thing I'v said to the both of you. I'm sorry you're not as happy as you seem, maybe I'm just not as good at hiding it (terrible more like). but you're right. It's hard for me, but I know I have to move on. I know you said not to but I truly am sorry for everything I'v said that has hurt you and George. I'v never been more scared of losing two people I care about. So I will move on with you and hope that from now, or tomorrow or whenever I can start being less selfish and negative and be the friend that you both deserve to have and with any luck, somewhere along the line, I'll find Rachel again, and when I do, much to her dismay I'm sure, I'll do my best to never lose her again]

(I know Anthony, and i have nothing else to say but good luck.)

[Thanks I think. And well I was hoping you'd say something like 'Liviana blushed more when Laguna kissed her where she blushed', but it's up to you if you want to RP with me any more, and of course the specific wording is your choice being your character and all]

"Im sure" Levitas said



"Yup definitely hormones" Raito said

"well i heard it was a stress reliever.." Eden said.

Luna smiled. "Ok.."

(Maybe later....i'm having/had a bad day...and it doesn't even concern you.)

"Its is it also gets rid of headaches i never got thaty one though"


Levitas gatheres a few huge leaves

Luna watched confused.

"I heard too...but why? I mean like...how is screaming and like...doing someone a headache reliever?"

"I think it has to do with the climax" Raito said "Why are we talking about this again? "


Levitas gatered flexible light 5 foots sticks

"Cause today/yesterday Brandi in my forensic class....i mean Rachel's, had to bring up where a boy's area was and why he had cravings."

Luna tipped her head. "Need help?"